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Laundry List
04:10
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It's not easy living on opposite coasts
Feels like I've been writing to a ghost
like we live in two different dimensions
what if we lose this connection
i'm beginning to lose grip on reality
i wake up, stare at my phone all day, sleep, & repeat
waiting to see you text me "hey baby"
this might be considered crazy.
I'm making a laundry list of all the things we want to do
There's just never enough time in the day when I see you
Keep telling myself, "don't say it so soon."
Keep holding myself back from saying "I love you"
I'll write it on a postcard, have it addressed and stamped
maybe I'll forget to mail it when I hold it in my hand
I like to hear you say "hey" through the phone
Can't wait to hear you in person & feel less alone
Sometimes it feels like we are running out of time
Fighting not to forget your face, don't you forget mine
Remembering the way you sound when you said "goodbye"
That morning in Orlando on September 9th
I'm making a laundry list of all the things we plan to do
There's just never enough time in the day when I see you
Keep telling myself, "don't say it so soon."
Keep holding myself back from saying "I love you"
Keep telling myself, "don't say it so soon."
Keep telling myself, "don't say it so soon."
Keep telling myself, "don't say it so soon."
Keep telling myself, keep telling myself
I'm making a laundry list of all the things we want to do
There's just never enough time in the day when I see you
Keep telling myself, "don't say it so soon."
Keep holding myself back from saying "I love you"
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I can't believe it's December again it feels like
I have never left my bed.
Been in the same spot for the past couple months or
Maybe it's just stagnant in my head.
All my friends are moving on
And making something of themselves.
While i'm always getting left behind I am
wishing all of them well.
I haven't been myself these days
and my friends are all starting to notice.
i've just been feeling so broken
and my eyes are losing focus.
Another night spent tossing and turning
pacing around my house waiting until the morning.
Til I have to go to work with these bags under my eyes i'll just put on some makeup and pretend i'm doing just fine.
I haven't been myself these days
and my friends are all starting to notice
i've just been feeling so broken
and my eyes are losing focus
it used to be you that kept me safe
from my own my own bad dreams
and now there's no one to save me from
all the monsters in my sleep.
and now there's no one to save me from
all the monsters in my sleep.
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3. |
Don't Go Far
05:31
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called out of work and
hopped on a bus just to see you.
sleep sitting up
dream about taking off my shoes
we don't go out or do anything crazy
just lay in bed all day and listen to the tv
*Don't want my heart to break
Don't forget me when you wake
I got lost in you, lost in the passion
Never thought I could believe in magic
But there you are
Don't go far
should we cook tonight or just order out?
we only have 2 days to keep playing "house"
cram in all the things we say we'd do
If only i lived closer to you
It's starting to get to me
This distance between you and my sheets
And the distance between my palm and your cheek
*Don't want my heart to break
Don't forget me when you wake
I got lost in you, lost in the passion
Never thought I could believe in magic
But there you are
Don't go far
Can we just hold on to the moment we were finally alone
Can we just hold on, never wanna let you go
You fit so perfect into me
like this was all just a dream
*Don't want my heart to break
Don't forget me when you wake
I got lost in you, lost in the passion
Never thought I could believe in magic
But there you are
Don't go far
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4. |
Inside Of My Head
04:51
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Do you want to sleep next to me?
Is it okay with you if I wear my jeans?
Can I whisper in your ear while you dream?
Cause you mean everything to me
It seems that the closer that I get
To letting you inside of my head
I write a script of things I want to say
Don't have the guts to stay
So I'll stand here and I will pretend
Stand in a puddle of things left unsaid
I wish that I was able
To tell you how I really feel
But the truth is I'm a little unstable
Can't measure up to you my angel
It seems that the closer that I get
To letting you inside of my head
I write a script of things I want to say
Don't have the guts to stay
So I'll stand here and I will pretend
Stand in a puddle of things left unsaid
It seems that the closer that I get
To getting you out of my head
I write a script of things I wish I said
That night we laid in your bed
So I'll stand here and I will pretend
Stand in a puddle of things left
Stand in a puddle of things left
Stand in a puddle of things left
Stand in a puddle of things left unsaid.
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5. |
Hate Myself For It
04:50
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I'm afraid I'll forget your voice
Keep replaying the last thing you had said
To burn it in my head
I feel guilty I didn't stay with you
I hate myself for not seeing you through
I let go of your hand just as you slipped into
I'm sorry that I didn't get there quick enough for you
And I hate myself for it
I wish I never let you go
It's not my fault but I still should have known
You promised everything would be alright
Now all I can remember is you saying, "good night"
I feel guilty I didn't stay with you
I hate myself for not seeing you through
I let go of your hand just as you slipped into the light
I'm sorry that I didn't get there quick enough for you
and I hate myself for it
Don't you forget me
I'll find you
Don't you forget me
I'll find you, I'll find you
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6. |
Wanna Be Loved
04:10
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In a sea of empty seats
But none are reserved for me
In a sea of lonely people
And they're all reflections of me
When will I stop feeling like I'm the only one
When will I be touched by anyone
When will someone answer when I call
And when will I stop feeling so god damned small
Driving fast through stand still traffic
Crying when everyone else is laughing
Tripping in the dark over nothing
We all just want to be something
When will I stop feeling like I'm the only one
When will I be touched by anyone
When will someone answer when I call
And when will I stop feeling so god damned small
I want to be loved
I want to be touched
I want to be held
I want to get fucked
I want to be cared for
I want to feel alive
I want to be seen
I want to be alright
When will I stop feeling like I'm the only one
When will I be touched by anyone
When will someone answer when I call
And when will I stop feeling so god damned small
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7. |
Closure
03:17
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i'm not even lonely because i'm alone
i'm lonely because I've lost every love i've ever known
and I don't know how on earth I can rebuild
when the only foundation has been killed
if I throw away my phone will that start me over?
If I move far away will that give me closure?
I wish I could go back in time & prevent my existence
so lives won't be ruined with my assistance.
how many "sorrys" do we get in a lifetime?
haven't felt this bad in a long time
how many times can we find love here?
will the timer reset if I disappear?
will the timer reset if I disappear?
i'm not even lonely because i'm alone
i'm lonely because I've lost every love i've ever known (how many sorry's do we get in a lifetime haven't felt this bad in a long time..)
and I don't know how on earth I can rebuild
when the only foundation has been killed
this loneliness makes life feel long
(how many times can we find love here?)
is this where I truly belong
(will the timer reset if I disappear?)
this loneliness makes life feel long
(will the timer reset if I disappear?)
is this where I truly belong
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8. |
Boardwalk
03:39
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It was the middle of winter, my favorite season
I love the way you look in sweaters: the best reason
I miss your poor insulation we would always freeze in.
Remember that day we tried to check off every cliche?
It was a game we made we'd like to play
And re write the way you feel about Christmas Day.
I hope you still have that boardwalk prize we won
From the game you race with water guns
We didn't compete against anyone
It always feels like we're the only ones.
You say you always feel like we're never really finished
I'd disagree if you didn't always get me spinning.
Every time you come back I fall in love again in minutes.
Your friends convince you I do more harm than good
You choose not to believe them even though you could
Some days I think they're right and you should
Other days I want you to know I'd stay if you would.
Do you remember that day at the boardwalk?
You leaned on the railing and said, "let's talk"
That's when I heard the blaring sounds from my alarm clock
Sweating I fell out of bed and woke up.
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9. |
Boomerang
04:21
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I want to sit around a bonfire,
but I'm afraid to get burnt.
Turns out my whole life
I've been aflame since birth
And the 3rd degree burns
No longer phase me
You can't hurt what's not there
And you don't believe what you can't see.
Hearing you leave and come back again
It's starting to feel rehearsed
I can predict what happens next
But each time it gets worse and worse
Boomerang, I throw you away
Boomerang, You come back and say
Why won't you just let me go?
Why won't you just let me go?
Boomerang, I throw you away
Boomerang, You come back and say
Why won't you just let me go?
Why won't you just let me go?
Why won't you just let me go?
Why won't you just let me go?
Why won't you just let me go?
Why won't you just let me go?
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Based in South East England
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